lotsa weird stuff happened while i was travelling to boonlay to go pick wilfred up from work...(considering the time nw, it's yesterday, Friday)

as usual i got onto bus 36 to drop of at cityhall mrt stn. frm there i'll take a train all the way dwn to boonlay stn. while in the bus, i was sitting behind the bus driver, leaning on the extreme left of a sideway four-seater. so basically, on my right is the driver's sit with a panel to lean on and no one on my left sitting. then two phillipine women came on board. one sat down first the other one was payin for the tix. den she plonked her ass next to me. i can't believe how stupid they are. imagine a pole, for standing ppl to hold, in the middle of the four seater. means after 2 seat there's a pole, den two more seats. extreme left is taken up by a big ang moh n me on the extreme right. the first woman to sit down is next to the ang moh but while her body is there (left side) her stupid legs were on the right ( right side of the pole) and the other woman who sat down had to sit very near me. ok she was squashing me. literally and i was thinking in my mind whether or not i should ask her to give me some space then i decided not to.. yet. she very buay zi dong (which means not automatic in hokkien). it's only NORMAL if you hold on to the pole when the bus turns round a curve so that you don't actually lean on the person next to you. not only is she squashing me already with her arms leaning against mine (i dun like ppl i don't know or am nt close me to touch me in anyway), she is also jutting at me with her stupid bag. then whenever the bus hits the curve that bitch will lean TOTALLY on me. fuckin hell.

then she did something that pissed me off totally. as if i'm not squashed enough, she shifted her ass and moved in closer to me! FUCK! i blew up and then raised my voice alittle at her, "excuse me, no space!"

then the two woman was like "sorry sorry!" den scrambled to the left leaving me with alot of space. wad the heck man hahaha den throughout the trip they try to bump into me lah basically.

When i was in the train, i was v tired but i couldn't get any seat so i stood near the entrance. the train is so damn packed. people are literally getting pinned against the doors. it seems like ppl just keeps flooding into the train and dun get out all the way from cityhall till jurong east and my nose is getting tortured by smells that i don't like. overwhelmingly strong perfumes, old people smell, drunk man smell, BO (damn!), stinky middle aged man.... yucks.

anyway, things were better at wil's place and we had pizza! he was actin cute lah and all then it was pretty fun den we sat down infront of the tv talking about stuff, my folks, future, basically communicating to each other about our thoughts and feelings and i'm glad that things are going really well between two of us and right now we're treatin each other with concern n respect which is good but irritatingly, a part of me is constantly worrying and being wary and questioning whether our happiness is real. what is wrong with me man. haha anyway, i'll be out tml to stay o'er at wil's till mon. cya den!